Body Awareness

Every now and then I become suddenly viscerally aware of how big I am. This used to perturb me, and when I thought about this I began to be bothered by it. I'm not bothered by the sensation, I bothered by the lack. This feeling is really just the feeling of being fully aware of my body. The fact that I spent the majority of my time Not aware of my body is much more troubling than the oddity of sudden awareness.