Mixing Shit Up

I’m going to go dye my hair blue. Also I’ve found my phone, it was dead, and I’m going to leave it off until after I’ve re-toned myself. This is something I don’t need to be talked out of.

Why?

Stagnation. It’s my eternal foe, and I’ve lost sight of that. I used to say to myself all the time that the worst thing you can do is stagnate. I don’t know when I stopped, but it’s been far too long since I’ve reflected on that. So now I need change. How do you seek change? It’s an ephemeral concept. I’ve always sought it in one way, I make some dramatic change to my hair, and I then more significant change seems to follow for no good reason. My current hair change plan, prior to azuring it, was to grow it out indefinitely. I still plan on doing that, but it’s too gradual. I need sudden shocking change. So I’m going to do this, I’m not going to think very heavily about it, and I don’t care if I end up regretting it. Worse comes to worst, I’ll just cut it all off again.

That’s too much reason, I’m doing this and to hell with the consequences. I’ll make sure to post the results.